Thursday, August 30, 2007

Full Moon

It's a couple of days after the full moon. This time there was a lunar eclipse. I was curious to see what would happen.

The period before the full moon (the first half of the lunar month, to be exact, from new moon to full moon) was pretty exciting. I found a lot of things about myself, so I wondered. Now, that the full moon has passed, how would the second half unfold?

There always seems to be a change of energy around both the new and the full moon. After the full moon it's like the winter, introspection and negativity are more profound, and after the new moon, like spring and summer, there is more outgoing and constructive energy.

The first couple of days after this full moon have already shown their character. It's like a blanket has covered my emotions and the contact with my real self is muddled. This is yet another opportunity to find what is that cover and how to remove it. An opportunity to get closer to my inner self and be true to it.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Let it start!

I've been struggling a lot about starting this blog. I've been going constantly back and forth inside, wondering if I should start writing about what I feel, and what I find out about myself on a daily basis.

I'd like to write about many things. Many times I've wished I had a forum where I can write something, and I wished that somebody, somewhere, will be able to read this, and realize something about themselves too. I don't like finding things out just for myself. Sharing is very important to me.

I put a lot of effort daily to improve myself. Question everything, every decision I make, every posture I take, whether it is something that will help me out in the future, or come back and bite me sooner or later. I don't consider actions right or wrong, but rather helpful or not in the long run.

Constantly I'm trying to find out other ways that I can look at the world, that will invalidate assumptions that I make. That way, perhaps, I can learn something new, and avoid making other assumptions that I will have to invalidate again and again.

The future is bright, yes, but YOU have to light your own path. YOUR energy will do it, nobody elses. Just find the courage to dig deep inside and find that energy.